Unfulfilled

I want to dress up every day
I want to create beautiful food
I want to learn how to do new things
I want to have a stronger faith
I want to feel more connected to God
I want to go crazy
I want to stay up too late and get up early
I want to snuggle
I want to take midday naps
I want to be fit
I want to have a healthy relationship with food
I want to be unique
I want to be independent but...
I want to spend time with those I love
I want to make things
I want to try my best in school
I want to volunteer
I want to spend more time with children
I want to build relationships with my brothers & sisters in Christ